STFU na lang pwede?

Ah ok, so eto na naman ako. I don't get it kasi. People always try to judge you in everything that you do. Well in fact, di ka naman nila super kilala. I mean, hello? Wala na ba tayong karapatan magsabi ng opinion natin? Are we on a martial law? WTF. Eh di kung ayaw niyo eh di wag. DUH. Wala namang namimilit eh. Di yung kung ano ano pang sasabihin. Keber ako sa buhay niyo kaya utang na loob, tantanan niyo kaya ako. Lakas mambadtrip!

Sinong kaaway? Sabihin na lang natin yung mga taong sobrang makitid ang utak. Ewan ko ba naman sa inyo, kayo ang perfect example ng mga tao na WTF. Sobrang WTF. WTF to MAX! Grr? Yeah, GRRRRRR!

KARMA na nga bahala sa inyo. STFU Bitches!!!!!

First Time :>

Alam mo yung feeling na unang beses mo na nga lang ginawa yun tapos sa unexpected na tao pa db? I mean dun pa sa di mo nakalain. Eh kasi naman po, kung pwede lang kasi pigilan ang feelings, baka ginawa ko na. Ah ok, pinigilan naman kaya lang....wala eh. Ang hirap kaya. :| Bakit kasi nauso pa yung mga ganito? Ang hirap, ang weird, ang whatever...

Walang masama na aminin na gusto mo siya. Pero, dapat open ka sa possibility na baka di kayo pareho ng nararamdaman db? Eh kasi, baka ikaw gusto mo siya at seryoso ka tapos siya, hindi naman pala. Sabi nga, don't expect. Ano ba kasi ang point mo bakit ka nagtapat db? Siguro dapat alam mo eh. Sige na nga, magkwekwento ako...

First time kong umamin sa isang tao na may feelings ako for him. See? HAHAHA! This is so freakin' awkward for me. Anyare? Ewan ko. It comes unexpectedly and take note, super unexpectedly. Well, the eff the Mr. Cupid! Talagang dun pa eh noh? HAHA! What happened pre? :P Sige na, eh at least nasabi ko na. Ok na saken yun. No expectations, medyo hopia lang. Chos! Eh ang point ko naman, basta nasabi ko na. Bahala na siya kung anong sasabihin o gagawin niya db? :) Nasa sa kanya na yun kung anong plano niya. Basta ako, KALMA. :) Napapaisip na ko sa LA offer na yan tapos dadagdag pa ito. HAHA! Langya na...

I willing to wait kung worth it ba naman ang aantayin ko. At, kung kaya din niya ba akong antayin eh why not db? Sayang ang chance. We should take it...together! :P Chaaaaarr! Big word ang trust pero kung kaya kong ibigay? Oo naman, langya...eto na naman ako sa sitwasyon na ganito. Keri ko pa ba? Hmmm. I-kekeri ko na toh! PUSH! :> Ano nang mangyayari? I don't know. Basta ako, I'm liking... hahaha! What a word! Liking. :P Kung ako na lang kaya mang Casper? Ganti ganti din pag may time? Hala! Wag ganun. Di ko gagawin yun sa kanya kasi, kahit papaano eh ayoko naman siya saktan. At, mukhang wala namang epekto eh. HAHAHA! JOKE! =))) Syempre, he's special. <3 Eh? 

Tara let's fall in love na oh. Oras na atang maging tayo. HAHAHA! Epic! :>

"Lintik na pag-ibig...parang kidlat. Puso kong tahimik na naghihintay bigla mong ginulat." <3

It will always be AWKWARD :>

Marahil, napakapamilyar ng ganitong scene ngayon. Yung tipong yung ex mo eh magiging jowa ng best friend mo. Db? Ala-Kim, Maja & Gerald yan eh. Imagine, yung dating tao na pinagkwekwentuhan mo ng lahat ng sikreto mo eh, magiging bago na magkwekwento ng mga nangyayari sa kanila ng new jowa niya. HAHA! Weird? Yeah right. 

I've been in this situation. Kaibihan nga lang, di naman naging kami eh. Yung tipong magiging kami pa lang sana, yung tipong sasabihin ko na ng "OO" pero wala eh, yung best friend ko, umamin saken na gusto niya si boylet. Ang hirap nun kaya. -_- Oh db? It's a decision between you & your friend. Yung eksenang ano ang pipiliin mo? Sariling kaligayan o kaligayan ng best friend mo? Ang hirap. Pag pinili mo ang kaligayahan mo, may masasaktan kang tao. Pag pag pinili mo yung kaligayahan niya, ikaw naman masasaktan. Masasakripisyo mo ang dapat na meron kayo. Ang hirap nun...sobrang hirap na tipong nakakabagabag lang. Anong ginawa ko? I choose the happiness of my best friend. Nagalit man saken si boylet, keri lang yun. Ang hirap nga lang sabihin sa kanya na: "Oy, please take care of my Best friend ha? Wag mong paiyakin yan kasi, mahalaga yan saken. I know you're important to me pero, di ko kayang siya naman yung masaktan." Heartbreaking moment yun! :( Then, after that si boylet, di na ko kinausap. Naging sila ng best friend ko. Pero unfortunately, di sila nagtagal. Why? Umayaw si boylet. Di naman daw niya mahal yun. Awwtsu! HAHAHA! Pagkakataon nga naman talaga. Si best friend ko, bitter at ako ang taga comfort...si boylet, naghihimutok, ako din taga comfort. Yung totoo, sponge lang? :P Si best friend, nais makipagpabalikan, si boylet ayaw na talaga. Anong ginawa ko? Pinag ayos ko. Naging sila ulit pero, wala eh. Di na nag work out talaga. Hanggang ngayon, bitter si best friend ko. HAHA! =)) 

Anong point ko bat ko sinasabi ito? Simple lang, mahirap kasi maipit sa isang sitwasyon kung saan pati sarili mong kaligayan eh nasasakripisyo mo na. Proven yan at hanggat maari, ayoko ng maulit yung mga ganyan. Sakit niyan sa ulo kaya! Ayoko na. HAHAHA! At least, I know that I've learned from the effin' situation. Past is past...I do hope that history won't repeat it's self na oh. :D

Yeah, IT WILL ALWAYS BE AWKWARD! :>

ME? :)

Myers-Briggs Personality Assessment Result You're personality type is Introversion, Intuition, Feeling, Perceiving (INFP)

Summary Full of enthusiasms and loyalties, but seldom talk of these until they know you well. Care about learning, ideas, language, and independent projects of their own. Tend to undertake too much, then somehow get it done. Friendly, but often too absorbed in what they are doing to be sociable. Little concerned with possessions or physical surroundings. Detailed Result INFPs direct their energy towards the inner world of thoughts and emotions. They give importance to particular ideas or beliefs, focusing on those things that they belief in most strongly. They prefer dealing with patterns and possibilities, especially for people. They prefer to undertake work that has a meaningful purpose.   What makes an INFP tick? The Dominant function is the judging one of Feeling. Characteristics associated with this function include: Makes decisions on the basis of personal values Is appreciative and accepting of people - enjoying company and seeking harmony Assesses the impact of decisions on others, being sympathetic or compassionate Takes a personal approach   The judging Feeling function is introverted. That is, Feeling is used primarily to govern the inner world of thoughts and emotions. The INFP will therefore: develop an inner emotional life that is often unseen to others, but is experienced as intense retain a strong sense of values, which are often not expressed emotionally accept or reject various aspects of life - for example, deciding whether praise or criticism received is valid and, at extreme, ignoring whatever is unacceptable feel appreciation towards others, but not express it   The Feeling function is primarily supported by extraverted iNtuitive perception, That is, iNtuitive perception is used primarily to manage the outer world of actions and spoken words. This will modify the way that the Feeling is directed, by: focusing the (inner world) Feeling on ideas and possibilities for people looking for meaningful relationships deciding on friendships through insight into their personality and motivation   The classic temperament of an INFP is Apollonian, or Choleric, for whom a basic driving force is the search for meaning or purpose.   Contributions to the team of an INFP In a team environment, the INFP can contribute by: promoting insight and common understanding amongst the team contributing well thought out and innovative ideas generating team spirit though sensitive listening and a quiet enthusiasm focusing on areas of agreement and building on others' proposals where there are areas of disagreement, exploring a wide range of options to see if a point of agreement can be found   The potential ways in which an INFP can irritate others include: being idealistic appearing out of touch, perhaps not fully recognising current realities, and disregarding those they find unacceptable being stubborn over issues the group did not anticipate being a problem spending too much time thinking avoiding conflict and not giving forthright criticism when it is needed focusing so much on interpersonal issues that cost and other impersonal considerations are not adequately discussed   Personal Growth As with all types, the INFP can achieve personal growth by developing all functions that are not fully developed, through actions such as: being prepared to declare the INFP's personal values investigating and recognising the facts before interpreting what they mean listing options and undertaking a formal process of evaluation against criteria, including a cost benefit analysis undertaking a critical appraisal of a situation or person, and expressing disagreement or criticism when it could be of value to the recipient focusing on impersonal details during discussions and when making decisions listing options and undertaking a formal process of evaluation against criteria, including a cost benefit analysis establishing a long term goal, preparing a detailed implementation plan, and sticking to it   Recognising Stress As stress increases, 'learned behaviour' tends to give way to the natural style, so the INFP will behave more according to type when under greater stress. For example, in a crisis, the INFP might: concentrate only on what the INFP sees as important work alone if possible contribute creative ideas, but overlook current realities fail to consider the cost implications   INFP's careers   Accountant/auditor/banker/economist, Teacher, Assistant

Anong nangyari sa ating dalawa? May idea ka ba?

Alam mo, di ko na alam eh. Ang hirap pala ng ganito. Yung tipong nakikita kong online ka pero hello, di mo ko kinakausap. Samantalang dati, di ka maubusan ng message para saken. Ano ba? Ano na ba talaga nangyari? Bakit? May nagawa ako? Anong nangyari talaga? Eh nakakainis kasi. Alam mo yung feeling na may kirot eh. Na parang gusto mong sabihin na "Hello! Andito ako!" pero wala eh, di ko magawa. Forever ba tayong mag aantayan na lang? O may inaantay pa ba tayo sa isa't isa? Ang dami daming tanong sa utak ko na di ko mabigyan ng sagot. :( At alam kong ikaw lang ang makakasagot nito. Pero nga, mukhang mas malabo pa sa sabaw ng pusit na masagot pa lahat ng tanong ko. Nega masyado? Adik ka kasi! Nakakainis. -__- Di ka naman multo kaya wag kang mang casper.

Unang una sa lahat, nanahimik ako. Ikaw ang gumulo saken. Tapos ano? Nung nagulo na ko, naglaho bigla? Anyare db? Pagtapos kung matuwa sabay bawi bigla? Tss. Utang na loob. Nakiller combo ako. HAHAHA!
Ayokong aminin sa sarili ko na namimiss kita pero yun ang totoo. Masakit makitang yung iba eh nakakausap mo samantalang ako, keber ang peg. Anak ng tokwa talaga. HAHA! So ano? Ako hahabol sayo ganun? Daig mo pa ang freezer sa sobrang cold. Tss! Di naman winter diyan tapos makaarte ka na nanlamig ka wagas! Ayos ayos din pre! HAHAHA! Makita lang talaga kita, utang na loob talaga!

On the other hand, baka nga nakahanap ka na ng iba na mas natuwa ka. Susme naman talaga oh. Agad agad pre? Wala pang 24 hours after that wonderful day, change feelings agad? HAHA! Sayang pre! Sayang! Oh well, at least saglit pa lang, wala pang solid foundation eh nakita ko na at naramdaman ko na ang ganito. Pero ang hirap talaga pre. Sana di na lang kita makitang online para di ako mabother. HAHA! O kaya naman, unfriend na kaya kita? Ayoko. Oh di nahalata mo na ikaw nga tinutukoy ko. Eh hello, moment pa lang na binabasa mo ito, alam mong ikaw na eh. wag kang magmaang maangan jan pre. Di man lang tayo nagawa ng magandang history. HAHA! Sayang...

Tama na ito. Hoy ikaw kasi, walang hiya talaga! Pwede mo naman akong sabihan na ayaw mo na ko kausapin o unfriend mo na lang ako. Tutal ikaw naman nagsimula nito db? Pafall ang wala. HAHA! Ayokong banggitin ang mga linya mo during that happy day kasi magegets mong ikaw nga ang tinutukoy ko dito...second blog na ito para sayo pre! hanep ka ah. HAHA! Umayos ka please. At utang na loob, wag kang magpamiss kasi dapat di ko maramdaman ito pero my effin' stupid heart is missing you! ANAK NG TOKWA! CAPSLOCK PARA INTENSE!!!! :| :O Shemay na may mani at pop corn. TSSSSS!

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