Meron naman pero bakit parang wala? :(

Obviously, matagal akong di nakapag blog. Ewan ko. Di dahil wala ako sa mood o something pero kasi, mas naisipan ko lang mag sulat mismo ng journal sa bahay. At, ilang araw lang medyo madami dami na din naman akong nasulat. Nakakaaliw at sa paraang yun kasi, nalalabas ko lahat ng gusto kong sabihin. Lahat lahat ng nararamdaman ko mapa galit o tuwa man. Parang ang selfish ko noh? Pero yun ang totoo.

Kamusta naman ako? Yung totoo, di ko alam kung paano ko sasagutin yun eh. Feeling ko, ok naman eh pero mas malaki yung hindi na part. Bakit? Eh siguro nga kasi, di pa din kami ok. Alam mo yung feeling na kayo pero di kayo nag uusap? Yung tipong OL naman siya eh, pero wala lang..deadma lang siya. Ni di ka man lang kumustahin kung buhay ka pa ba o hindi. Ang sakit ng ganun noh? Oh well, ako ang buhay na patunay na OO, masakit yun. Gusto niya daw mapag isa. YUng tipong makakapag isip siya at magagawa niya ang mga bagay na gusto niyang gawin. Pero di kaya niya naiisip na masakit at ganun? At, talaga bang kelangan na sarili niya ang isipin niya muna? Eh paano naman ako? Relasyon ba ito o sadyang tiisan na lang? Alam mo yung may complicated na open relationship? KAMI YUN. :(

Oo, alam kong baka balang araw maintindihan ko din kung bakit nangayayari toh. Pero db, yung totoo talaga, ngayon nasasaktan ako. Napapaisip ako..BAKIT ganun? Anong nangyari? Nang dahil lang ba sa MyRO eh magkakaganito kami? Nnag dahil sa isang laro kaya niya ng kalimutan ang lahat? May ginawa ba ko? Anong kasalanan ko? Bakit nangyayari ang ganito samen? Bakit?! :(

Sabi ng mga tao saken, idaan ko lang sa dasal ang lahat. Kung alam niyo lang ang dasal ko para lang maging ok kami...malamang di niyo na sasabihin yun eh. Di ko talaga mawari kung anong nangyari. Kaya po Lord, kayo na pong bahala.

Malalampasan ko naman toh, di ko nga lang alam kung kelan...

The Nervous and Crazy me..

So, right now I don't know what to do. I think I'm nervous. Nervous about what? I don't know. There something wrong and I can't figure that out. Is there any problem that I don't know? Did I do something wrong? What the hell is happening?! To me?! To him?! To us?! LORD, WHAT IS THIS?! I know that it's wrong to question you but let me know what's happening. I don;t have any idea. :'( I think I'm going crazy...
Should I stay and wait or just walk away? :(

I'm obviously stressed out right now and I don't know what to do! My Bebe, what happened to you?! :O

I love to take pictures of myself. May problema ka ba dun? :D

Dahil sa totoo lang, wala akong magawa ngayon kaya naisipan kong mag blog. Seasonal lang talaga ako kung magpost dito. HAHA! Eh kasi, mahirap pag wala kang sariling pc and net db? Kung sa school ka naman gagawa ng ganito, may limit kaya ngayon na lang tutal naman wala akong magawa. :))

Tama yung nasa title, mahilig ako mag picture sa sarili ko. Ang vain ko nga kasi db? Eh wala naman kasing masama pag ganun. Di naman ako nananapak ng dangal ng ibang tao kaya keri lang! HAHA! Eto nga pala yung ilan sa mga picture na gustong gusto ko. :)) BLOG KO TOH,K? kaya ipopost ko lahat ng gusto ko. :">

Kelan ko lang kinuha toh. :)) HAHAHA!

Di lang puro smile ang kaya kong gawin sa camera teh! :)) HAHAHA!

Those are just some of my pictures. I think I posted this blog late. HAHAHA! =)))

Once again, I am Patricia Mae Olan Oraya. :) A certified cameraholic! :">

The Puple Addiction.♥

 

In everything that we do, we should have this. Bakit? Kasi kapag passionate ka sa isang bagay, lahat gagawin mo para lang maging successful yun. Aside from that, lalo mo lang maeenjoy yung ginagawa mo kasi nga, masaya ka sa ginagawa mo. =) 

I am addicted  to the color PURPLE.♥ A fact that I can't deny cos it's pretty obvious. So as I've done my research, here are some of the things that I learned about PURPLE:

The Symbolic and Religious Meaning of the color Purple 

Some interesting facts and information about the symbolic, religious, Christian and Biblical meaning of the color Purple

• Purple is always associated with Royalty
• Purple togas were worn by the all powerful Roman Emperors
• The symbolic meaning of the color purple was for penitence and mourning
• Purple also has a Christian / Biblical meaning and is the liturgical color for the seasons of Lent and Advent
• Only the most expensive dyes were used to produce the color purple, it therefore became symbolic with wealth and power
• People who were allowed to wear the color purple during the Elizabethan era, as decreed by the English Sumptuary Laws, were the Queen, Queen's mother, children, and sisters, and aunts. The King, King's mother, children, brethren, and uncles.
    
  Purple is a paradoxical combination of hot red and soothing blue. It's associations are with personalities that are sexy, powerful, and sophisticated. Those who are attracted to this royal color are typically dramatic, spiritual, intuitive, inspirational in beauty and art, protective, and very creative. They demand and expect the very best, but are also able to surprise and enthrall you. Those who are attracted to this strong color in lingerie, are perfectionists, but have the uncanny ability to find order in chaos. They demand the very best and are rather particular in what they like. Since those who like Purple instinctively recognize quality, they tend to be viewed as arrogant and with little patience for tolerating anything less than the best. A discriminating percentage of men were irresistibly attracted to women in royal Purple lingerie. These same men lavished the objects of their affection with regal, generous treatment. They only are interested in giving and receiving the very best.
  Purple is associated with mystery, nobility, wealth, creativity, dichotomy, and intrigue. Purple has a special, almost sacred place in nature: lavender, orchid, lilac, and violet flowers are often delicate and considered precious. Because Purple is derived from the mixing of a strong warm and strong cool colors it eminates the properties of both. Purple was the favorite color of Egypt's Cleopatra. It has been traditionally associated with royalty in many cultures. Purple robes were worn by emperors and people of authority or high rank. The Purple Heart is a U.S. Military decoration given to soldiers wounded in battle.

The Twitter Addiction. ;)

And since I'm doing nothing today, I've decided to updated my blogspot. Seriously, my last post here was about 2 months ago. HAHA! Ganun pala ako kapabaya sa blod kong ito! Sorry naman kasi, naaliw talaga ako sa Twitter eh!

I guess most of us now have their own twitter account. I don't know nut I find this SNS very addictive! :"> Wh kasi naman po, lahat kasi pwede mong sabihin..Yes, FB is still good but I think that Twitter is for people who love to share his opinion about anything under the sun. Kaya nga nakakaadik, yun yung totoo!

I still don't have super many followers in twitter but I'm proud to say na si Mother Monster Lady GaGa eh follower ko! Yes! Since December 25,2009.♥ Wala lang, I just wanna share it. Di para magyabang pero para i-inform ko yung mga tao na di lahat ng celebreties, maarte! :) namamansin naman sila, kaya lang you just have yo be true sa tweet mo sa kanila. You don't have to praise them all the time naman eh. A single compliment will do.♥ Plus, di mo sila kailangan i-flood!

Bakit nga ba ko nag twitter? Siguro out of curiosity na rin eh! :) I was a member of it since July 2009. :) Wala pa kong kamalay malay sa mga ganung bagay pero I jusy gave it a try! :) And, naging masaya naman! I found my happiness and peace of mind at twitter! ♥ Updated pa ko palagi sa mga happenings! Twitter is just about chismis. Mga makakabuluhang bagay anjan din makikita.

You guys should give it a try! :) You can follow me there or just take a look at my tweets and know me better. Here's the link: http://twitter.com/iciaxii =)

So I guess tama na sa blog na toh! :D